Post by DPM on Jun 11, 2013 6:02:35 GMT 1
Before I go into anything so deep that I start crying, I'd like to start out with the good things that are happening in my life. I have a new computer, have new friends, and all-together, I'm still somehow holding together my sanity without forums or dA. I've even got to dance with my crush! =3(POMF~) So anyways, that's it for the good stuff. I was never one to write much about good things in my life, anyways, which I now see was a major error in my ways.
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Now that I sit in front of this computer screen, I can say perfectly well, that I don't need this. Hiding from my parents, sneaking around. It makes me sick now to even think that I ever did that, as I am now. I've discovered that, over the years, I have been able to sneak my way out of my shell in life. I am not just the fat guy in the corner of the room, writing some story. I've gone through thousands of plans to come back, but.....I just can't. This lifestyle that I have now means that, yes, I am limited in ways, but I also have a lot of new-found freedoms. My parents finally trust me, and I've come to love that about them. My family has come closer over the while that I was gone from the internet, and that is a good thing. But enough of my endless ranting, as if somebody ACTUALLY cared, but anyways....
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I guess this is like a draft of sorts, in a way. But not a draft that I will finish. I will leave this to you, to read, and even though most of you will not care for my final goodbye, I do. This is my way of making sure I have tied all my loose ends. I have so many feelings and memories and ideas......I just can't live without a final, proper goodbye. No more antics of trying a re-boot. It's over, people. It's been an amazing ride, with some horrible lows, but I couldn't be the person I am today without this ride. And for this, I love you. Each and every one of you, for everything you have done for me, even if it was just a friend request on PokeFarm, or a like on dA. It's been such a blast, with the RP-ing, the writing and singing, the commenting and viewing. It is a hard thing for me to decide....but it's for the best. Maybe one day I will come back, if this website is still up, if somehow I can re-connect with my old friends. But for now, as I've said, it's for the best. I will miss every single one of you. I hold all of you dearly in my heart. But things that you love, must be set free, which is what I must do today. So farewell, internet, this is my last post.....for a very long time, if not forever.
This is it. I will check and reply to any comments or notes for the next few hours, but after that, I am gone.
Loves & Huggles,
SIncerely,
Robinaone / DPM / Flyleaf.
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I will miss you guys. I really will.
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Now that I sit in front of this computer screen, I can say perfectly well, that I don't need this. Hiding from my parents, sneaking around. It makes me sick now to even think that I ever did that, as I am now. I've discovered that, over the years, I have been able to sneak my way out of my shell in life. I am not just the fat guy in the corner of the room, writing some story. I've gone through thousands of plans to come back, but.....I just can't. This lifestyle that I have now means that, yes, I am limited in ways, but I also have a lot of new-found freedoms. My parents finally trust me, and I've come to love that about them. My family has come closer over the while that I was gone from the internet, and that is a good thing. But enough of my endless ranting, as if somebody ACTUALLY cared, but anyways....
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I guess this is like a draft of sorts, in a way. But not a draft that I will finish. I will leave this to you, to read, and even though most of you will not care for my final goodbye, I do. This is my way of making sure I have tied all my loose ends. I have so many feelings and memories and ideas......I just can't live without a final, proper goodbye. No more antics of trying a re-boot. It's over, people. It's been an amazing ride, with some horrible lows, but I couldn't be the person I am today without this ride. And for this, I love you. Each and every one of you, for everything you have done for me, even if it was just a friend request on PokeFarm, or a like on dA. It's been such a blast, with the RP-ing, the writing and singing, the commenting and viewing. It is a hard thing for me to decide....but it's for the best. Maybe one day I will come back, if this website is still up, if somehow I can re-connect with my old friends. But for now, as I've said, it's for the best. I will miss every single one of you. I hold all of you dearly in my heart. But things that you love, must be set free, which is what I must do today. So farewell, internet, this is my last post.....for a very long time, if not forever.
This is it. I will check and reply to any comments or notes for the next few hours, but after that, I am gone.
Loves & Huggles,
SIncerely,
Robinaone / DPM / Flyleaf.
.....
I will miss you guys. I really will.